the END (that's all there is, there isn't anymore)first semester of second year is ova. dun. finito.
i'm kinda over/underwhelmed. generally i think it was a smashing success.
we'll see if finals agree.
here's hoping.
i've had some time to do a little poetry, which has been refreshing. it's always interesting when the muse strikes. generally, i can't put words down without some sort of...intense catalyst.
this time of year tends to bring on some pretty heavy nostalgia.
my mind is lingering on all the beautiful and painful things that happened to me and those around me in 09.
it's been a bit of a life revolution, and i'm still finding my feet in all of that change. it's a bit like shedding skin, i feel as though i've gotten bigger somehow, and i hardly recognize myself in my emotionality and mentality lately. the nervous, neurotic, self-defeating, traumatized little girl has somehow fallen away. i don't really know what's become of her, or who i am now, in such definitive terms. i'm looking forward to testing the waters in this new state of being. it's pretty fun, to be honest, living with a sense of humour, having adventures, generally just being okay with the day to day.
'10 is going to be even better, i can already feel it.
a shout out to any university students out there suffering through exams. stay strong! you're almost done!!
*also of note...my city was the coldest place in north america today. for all the beauty of the thick thick frost and sparkly snow, i can say it was more than a little difficult to go outside today. more excuse to laze about indoors, non?
Pride
Pardon the intrusion; I was just surfing around, reading the newest posts, and happened across your page. I thought I might leave a friendly hello and a
No need to appologize for coming to visit, I really appreciate being part of the community. Thank you so much for the friendly wave.
(by the by, my name is laura, not laurel, which is absolutley no big deal)
write a song for me?
im not sleepy
and theres no place im going to
in the jingle jangle morning I'll bring something back for you.
i was wandering around a huge used-book store today and thought MAN what would lauras words be like with some strings and lungs behind it!?
really? you'd like me to?
this is awesome, i'd for sure love to write you a song...as soon as i write you a fabulously long email.
trouble is that i kind of need a melody or something to make it work...but i'll figure that out as i ponder your request.
xox
ok try starting with vibes (instead of melodies)
let me rephrase too: write a song for yourself. (cause if you like it, ill like it)
then ill investigate and put music to it.
i'll get on vibes as soon as i get on...school stuff, omg i'm swamped.
however, now i've gotten a fabulous distraction, that should ease the mind a little, non?
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